These things I do. They are not always me. Like when I talk too fast. Or too loud. Or post too much. Or think in loops. Or forget everything. Or pee a lot. Or look like I’m drunk. Or runny nose. Or can’t hear. Or can’t sleep. Or can’t walk. I am not trying to be difficult. And it’s not like I’m not trying. I have illness. This is a very short list of my symptoms and side effects. They vary day to day. Managing them is like riding a dragon. Please be kind.