Gum on My Shoe

By Roiben I write this, looking back over a lifetime of not fitting into boxes. I have a severe hearing loss. I am Type 1 Diabetic. I have a mental illness. I am bisexual. I am many things that do not fit the “norm”. Today though, I want to talk about the thing I probably spend the least time talking about. I am visually impaired. I had cataracts as a baby, which permanently damaged my vision. I am blind in my left eye. It notices change in light and movement — but it can’t tell what is moving. My right eye has some damage to the cones and rods which mean I find it hard to distinguish between certain colours and shades. I also have Astigmatism and, as the right eye is doing all the grunt work, it can get tired easily. I also, thanks to years of Diabetes, have Stage 1 Retinopathy. Ultimately, this means I lack stereoscopic vision — I am not able to judge distance or speed of objects and have no depth perception. I am one of those people who need markers on steps and curbs to get ...

I give myself permission to fully experience whatever comes up during this trip, knowing I am safe .—Martin Baker Fran has been in Mexico for a month, for dental treatment. I kept a journal throughout the trip, and compiled my day-by-day notes into a series of weekly blog posts. This fifth post covers Fran’s final week in the town of Ajijic in the State of Jalisco, on the north shore of Lake Chapala. Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five Our Mexican Adventure, Part Five: It’s What We Do Wednesday, February 14, 2018, 7:30 a.m. UK time Yesterday (Tuesday) was Shrove Tuesday here in the UK, and Mardi Gras Carnival in Mexico. Fran went out in Ajijic and found a great spot to watch the parade and festivities. She talked with local folk, including the children of one family who were sitting close by. It wasn’t a situation Fran feels comfortable in (“I hate parades. I hate crowds. But this is as close as I’ll get to Mardi Gras.”) but she wanted the experi...

I give myself permission to fully experience whatever comes up during this trip, knowing I am safe .—Martin Baker Fran is in Mexico right now for dental treatment. I am keeping a journal throughout the trip, and compiling my day-by-day notes into a series of weekly blog posts. This post covers Fran’s third week in the town of Ajijic in the State of Jalisco, on the north shore of Lake Chapala. Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five Our Mexican Adventure, Part Four: Far in Miles, Close in Heart and Care Wednesday, February 7, 2018, 7:30 a.m. UK time Fran still has a bandaid across her nose from the fall she took the other day, but her other injuries seem much healed. Mood-wise, she also appears less drained/down, which bodes well for today, when she has her first dental appointment. Fingers crossed that goes smoothly. We had two calls yesterday (Tuesday). The first was sitting on a bench down by the lake; the second as she packed for her move to ...

I give myself permission to fully experience whatever comes up during this trip, knowing I am safe. —Martin Baker Fran is in Mexico right now for dental treatment. I am keeping a journal throughout the trip, and compiling my day-by-day notes into a series of weekly blog posts. This post covers Fran’s second week in the town of Ajijic in the State of Jalisco, on the north shore of Lake Chapala. Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five Our Mexican Adventure, Part Three: “Did We Just Buy a Condo?” Wednesday, January 31, 7:30 a.m. UK time Fran and I had a brilliant Skype video call yesterday (Tuesday) at a café called Black and White in the Plaza. Fran propped her phone up on the table so I could see what was going on while we talked. It wasn’t too busy and no one took the slightest notice. We were careful not to have the volume up too high. After a while, Fran saw someone she knew and called her over: a lovely lady called Paula from “the other Portland”...

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